SaintPandora

How many months do not I attend the dA? three? I do not know exactly, but it's a while.
People have been asking me "How are your drawings?", And lately I've been wondering the same. Where are they?
In my school case, the pencil and erasers and who collected care to draw better and better, are gone. My wacom tablet, off. Commissions, canceled.

All this due to lack of inspiration.

But why? I was so creative that come becoming this artistic nuisance.

I'll tell you about my antidepressant. You know, he had been my hero.
But now, I realized that it comes crumbling me slowly.

First was amazing! Always cheerful, the school grades improved, no insomnia. Then came the hapinness turning into euphoria. Did things I should not do. I started drinking, take my chances ... And then, the feeling of emptiness and aggressiveness. My psychiatrist said it was bipolar disorder. She prescribed more medication.
Which became my demon in just two weeks.

My purpose with this journal isn't just vent. But alert and try to help those who are in the same situation too!

You are awesome!:bademoticon:  Do not care what they say. Do not let them make fun of you for nothing! Do not think too fat or too thin. Do not despise the color or type of your hair, eyes, skin. If you are a very tall girl, or a very low boy ...  DON'T CARE FOR WHAT THEY SAY!
If has been going through a family crisis, I know, it's stressful, but take the time for you to breathe. Do not think about the problem, think about of the solution!
Let's end the depression without drugs. They shape our mind and it can never again be the same!  

That was my decision. Throw away my medicine, finish my studies, back to drawing and ...  get a boyfriend! haha.. That's it.
I hope I've helped someone with it. Really.

Oh...And sorry for the english. I'm doing classes, but I'm little tired so.. I used translator. Pardon me!  

:bademoticon: Rules:

1. You must post these rules.
2. Each person must post 11 things about themselves in their journal.
3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create eleven new questions for the people you tag to answer.
4. You have to choose 11 people to tag and post their icons on your journal.
5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged him/her.
6. No tag backs.
7. No stuff in the tagging section about "you are tagged if you are reading this." You legitimately have to tag 11 people


1. Who is your Favorite fictional character?
My favorite character ..?
Oh, I have so many! Well, I'll say some , because I can't choose only one.
 
Death the Kid; Crona (Soul Eater), Shadow (Sonic the Hedgehog).
Are the only ones who I remembered now. I do not know if they are valid.

2. What is your Favorite song?
None in particular at the moment.
  Maybe "Weekend" - Mirrored Theory.

3. What color undies are you wearing?
Black and Purple. e_e

4. Who is your Sempai/ Idol right now?
I don't know.
 

5. Do you have tumblr?
Yup.

6. OTP??? NOTP??
Otp: KidxCrona (I have others, but this is my favorite) Notp: Shadouge.

7. Sexuality?? Looking for some homie-sexuals
Bisexual.

8. Where in the world are you??
In my house (You don't say!) 
...Brazil. -_-

9. where in the world do you want to be?
Right now, I would be in another city.
...Or in my bed.

10. Justin bieber or Twilight??
My computer. 
 

11. DO YOU LOVE MEEE???
Oh .. You probably live sooo far from me.
How can I love you that way? I will suffer! T_T
You love me too? :3

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Okay. Time to my  questions!  

1. Are you in a good mood?
2. Last thing you eat?
3.Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s?
4.Do you sing in the shower?
5.Are you too shy to ask someone out?
6.Favorite day of the year?
7. What was the last thing that made you laugh?
8.Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
9. Listening to some music?
10.Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
11.Are you one of those people who never drinks soda?

I choose you:

2234083174
BabyRC 
NyxTheFlyingKatFish
renolamoi
alleyzander
MarHero
 YukiAtem12
Char543
Corrupted-Mirror
The-fandom-alchemist

Eripmav-darkness

Well, i've tried to make some videos in these weeks, but my computer sucks! ¬¬'